Or is it that its too dangerous to have friends?
Too dangerous to trust anyone?
Too dangerous to be able to spill to anyone?
Maybe i'll just bottle all my insecurities and put on that fake mask again, and maybe just give up on it all.
Why not?
Just give up on school, you dont have to give a * on college or your future.
Just give up on church, you dont have to always try to please others, even though they say its for God,
Just give up on sports, its easier to sleep at home right?
Just give up on life, whats the point if every moment you living for others and ....
Just give up on being myself, its to tiring to do everything.
Just give up on speaking, just look at myself, this is so pitiful.
"Hey, i'm jerry, how's it going?"
Just try again,
Maybe this friend will be the one i can trust, Nope...NONE on this earth, None will understand, Some will attempt, but None but Jesus i guess.
Well life now i guess is still not that different. I never had a best friend.
Psalm 34:19 A righteous man may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all;
hey jerry :) there are probably a million things on your mind, and maybe your starting to lose hope. but i pray that you'll keep holding on~ i realized, that sometimes i get so caught up and wrapped up in everything, i just forget to simply be happy & enjoy life. i really hope that despite everything your going through, you'll be able to find some joy in the life you have & just be happy :), because each and every day is a new day. keep doing the things you love, don't give up on them & don't let things boggle you down. i hope you know, that there are people you can trust, not all may understand your exact circumstance, but do care about you & are willing to listen~ :] hope that you'll be EMPOWERED this week, gluck!
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